WOWZERZ hey baby thanx fer fixin up my xanga, srry im writing this all late and stuff. well yah i think the color and the song go together so it's alll G, what else can u expect from my artistict baby gurl? I LOVE YOU!!! THANX AGAIN well yah i haven't written in here fer awhile. stuffs been alright wit me i guess haha. my head hurts a lot . we're havin sweetheats pretty soon, it's gunna be on a cruise thingy! yah can't wait, hopefully me and my babygurl will go together, pretty sure we will, it sounds funnnnn!!! it'll be pretty romantic too, on a boat cruisin around the bay awwww (sighs)

well imma write in here later (who knows when)

Nathan <3's Leslie
11*7*03* ~ The end of forever
 

P.S. your bula baby!!

gosh i made a BIG ass mistake. How could i be so stupid, now im on the verge of losing the person that mattered most to me, i've been makin too many mistakes recently, and i've been hurting that one special person soo much, she loves me soo much to put up with it. i really don't desereve her i swear i've been so ignorant, i love you baby gurl, im sooo srry, i really haven't lost faith, i haven't given up, i still love you soooo much, i need you in my life baby, plz forgive. i can't lose you, that'll be like taking my life away, the one and only thing that helped keep me goin, i know i've been messing up baby gurl, and the reason i gave you fer why is totally off from whatever the real reason is, i'm srry fer makin you have to put up with my bullshit, that shows how much you love me, and how bad of a boyfriend i am. I really am realizing how much i hurt you and how bad i am, and i cant believe it at all, i really can't. I never thot we'd reach a part of our relationship where i messed up soo much. i dont want to hurt you anymore baby plz plz blieve me. i haven't been thankful enough on how many chances you've given me after me fucking up, and i don't deserve any of it. i don't know what i'd do without you babe.

Fucked up.....badly....

Nathan <3's Leslie
i swear baby